thoughts of mortality

As my mother says, "it's probably nothing"

But what if it's not.



So I went in to the Dr. for a check-up and long story short more procedures are needed just to eliminate the possibility of the big "C".



Wow, to hear that conversation happening not only in front of you, but to you ... It was almost surreal. I am glad Chris was with me just to remember all that was said.



I guess I never contemplated the end of my mortality on a literal level until now. What a humbling experience it is to hold my kids, or to look upon my husband.
I'm sure it's nothing, but the waiting to know is what's killing me!